My thoughts and whatever moves me.
That awkward moment, when you wake up and you think WTF??!! That happens quite often to me. But last night was absolutely special in it's awkwardness. I chatted with a guy from Pakistan and we discussed the Islam quite intensly. He invited me over to...
Post lesenChaos storming thoughts Thoughts like a twister Feelings veiled, unclear Confusion prevails Happiness gone into hiding Chronological movements Promise peace For a while
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In a distant land .... not so far away, there is a girl who still has not fully dealt with her not so very recent past. She tries to be happy and cheerful, but it hardly ever works. She can wear a mask, sure, but there is not much feeling behind it. She...
Post lesenThinking too much is one of my major problems. Thinking in circles is another. But be that as it may, I think I got some good insights by thinking ... too much. I thought about the recent developments. It occured to me that people blame ME when they treat...
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Since I last wrote here, a lot has changed. I had another boyfriend, who treated me ... not very good. I was in therapy for 3,5 months and I learned a lot about myself. I do not live alone though. Living in a shared flat is okay for me, with the right...
Post lesenIt has been a very long time indeed, since I have published anything here. And many things have changed since then. Soon I will start my 5th semester at the University of Trier. I study English and German as a Foreign Language. I work at a bakery again....
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The daughters of my boss are always painting or creating something for me. Today the younger one made a necklace for me. As of now I m not having a picture of that. But I am having a picture of the picture the elder one painted of me. Here it is:
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Yes, it really does! I am working at the gardener's shop now. I had so many job offers, but in the end I took this one, because it was the best. Just next to my door, I am outside and with nature. A little hard work is what i need. And it is really interesting,...
Post lesenout of SONGS OF EXPERIENCE by William Blake Dear Mother, dear Mother, the Church is cold, But the Ale-house is healthy and pleasant and warm; Besides I can tell where I am used well, Such usage in Heaven will never do well. But if at the Church they would...
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Mhhhmmm ... there are some very tasty snacks in India, called: Pakora But I was just calling them "fried snacks". And was asking my boyfriend if we could have some "fried snacks" someday. He looked at me in confusion, and asked WHAT? Again I said: fried...
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